Gleanings — Paragraph 465

Source (Arabic)

في نفسه ما ادّعى فوالله هذا لبهتان عظيم، وما أنا إلّا عبد آمنت بالله وآياته ورسله وملئكته ويشهد حينئذ لساني وقلبي وظاهري وباطني بأنّه هو الله لا إله إلّا هو وما سواه مخلوق بأمره ومنجعل بإرادته لا إله إلّا هو الخالق الباعث المحيي المميت، ولكن إنّي حدّثت نعمة الّتي أنعمني الله بجوده وإن كان هذا جرمي فأنا أوّل المجرمين، وأكون بين أيديكم مع أهلي فافعلوا ما شئتم ولا تكوننّ من الصّابرين، لعلّ أرجع إلى الله ربّي في مقام الّذي يخلو فيه عن وجوهكم وهذا منتهى أملي وبغيتي وكفى بالله على نفسي لعليم

Translation

Certain ones among you have said: “He it is Who hath laid claim to be God.” By God! This is a gross calumny. I am but a servant of God Who hath believed in Him and in His signs, and in His Prophets and in His angels. My tongue, and My heart, and My inner and My outer being testify that there is no God but Him, that all others have been created by His behest, and been fashioned through the operation of His Will. There is none other God but Him, the Creator, the Raiser from the dead, the Quickener, the Slayer. I am He that telleth abroad the favors with which God hath, through His bounty, favored Me. If this be My transgression, then I am truly the first of the transgressors. I and My kindred are at your mercy. Do ye as ye please, and be not of them that hesitate, that I might return to God My Lord, and reach the place where I can no longer behold your faces. This, indeed, is My dearest wish, My most ardent desire. Of My state God is, verily, sufficiently informed, observant.